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[ so what he's hearing is that he should maybe ask snake. he can do that. ]

This is the first I've heard of you guys having a paper from before. Do you think they'd really share if I asked? [ now he is curious. ] This isn't exactly heroic if you ask me.
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[ he seems a little relieved to hear that. wow. maybe he really just needed to get over himself and stop stressing about how to talk to the leaders. ]

I can do that. I've...never been entirely sure how all of you feel about the competition aspect of this thing. Especially when it comes to sharing information. [ a hand comes up to fiddle with a few hairclips. ] Do you think playing the right roles is necessary for us to survive this?
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[ he would love to, thank you. ]

Yeah...it's the same for all of us, you know? It's impossible not to form some connections with some people here since we're all in the same situation and want to get home. [ watching rabbit's hands...but he's listening. ]

I don't want people to be forced into roles they can't continue with. Or anything that might hurt them. But I'm starting to see where are a lot of parts to this that I'm not even aware of yet.
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[ this is me every day of my life. ]

Of course it's selfish. [ bluntly, but not unkindly. ] We're all getting close and starting to trust each other and make friends knowing that every Thursday now there's a risk one of those people will be taken away by another person we care about. The whole thing's pretty unfair, but...maybe being selfish is better than not caring at all. People are going to be more determined to find a solution if this keeps happening, as much as I don't want it to.

[ he hears it, but he cannot say shit about playing favorites, considering. ]

I'm going to worry anyway, I think. At least until all of this is over or we find a way to help people in any special position they might find themselves in. [ ...he thinks about the random note found in the bento, the theory he and tama had that it was probably an outside party, but he doesn't bring it up. instead, he's watching rabbit's hand as they hold up a clip and he frowns softly. ]

Thought we were shopping for Phoenix.
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[ he thinks perhaps the most polite thing to do in this instance is nod because he damn well knows that if someone went after will there's a high chance he might go completely insane. he doesn't need to worry rabbit with that. ]

Then we prepare for either scenario. [ he ends up handing over a black and gold pin instead. ] I'm not seeking anyone out that might be at risk if they're found, but what if I find something on accident? Is it better to pretend I didn't see it? Hypothetically speaking. I know it isn't confirmation that such things exist, but...there're always people playing multiple sides.

[ but he blinks at the skull pin. he. kind of likes it, actually. hm. ]

...normally I would say that you don't have to, but I have a feeling it makes you happier when people accept gifts. [ he has decided rabbit's love language for people apparently is gift-giving. ]
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[ ...he sort of straightens up but he nods. ]

Understood. [ this wouldn't be the first time he hasn't been allowed to meddle. this also hasn't been the first time he's had to specifically avoid drawing attention to certain things in order to smooth out two sides, so...he can do that.

and he watches the clip get attached probably to his lapel. a lopsided smile follows. ]


Hard to imagine you of all people being shy, but don't worry. Your secret's safe with me.