And if I said I wanted to see it sometime, what would you say about that? [ but that aside... ]
They can see everything we've set up for them and we can say everything we haven't been able to say. [ this isn't why he sought out fox, but he now is thinking about it. ] We have a lot of things to worry about now. Should we even care about the "competition" anymore?
I'd say, sure, I'm happy to show you! Because asking is different than decorating an entire dorm for someone else who might not like it.
Yeah, it's a good compromise for the time being. [ ... ] I don't know. I think... I'm a little scared to ignore it entirely, but I'm scared to keep going, too. You know my team still hasn't fulfilled the quota, right? So...
[ he's scared that not doing it will ruin things for everyone. but killing means putting their own in danger, and he doesn't want that, either. ]
[ he nods along and he's about to say "show me now?" because he's curious, but then fox mentions that very key detail and his expression peters out to something more solemn and worried. ]
...believe me, Fox, I've been thinking of nothing but that little fact. [ considering. who is on fox's team. ] I don't like that it has to be done, but...we still haven't found another solution. We have a few days until Thursday but...[ a pause. ] I'm scared for your team, too, I guess.
That doesn't surprise me. We talked about it last week before we pulled off ours, too. [ he doesn't seem to mind mentioning it, especially since it was clear lillium killed albedo. ] It helps a little to know they aren't going in blind, but...I don't know. It still just feels bad that we don't even know why we really have to do this, or any sort of confirmation it's going to help. It's not fair to you guys either.
I know I'm not saying anything you haven't already thought of, I'm just....frustrated that I can't do anything except throw a huge Halloween party so that we have at least one good event to make some final memories for some people.
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They can see everything we've set up for them and we can say everything we haven't been able to say. [ this isn't why he sought out fox, but he now is thinking about it. ] We have a lot of things to worry about now. Should we even care about the "competition" anymore?
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Yeah, it's a good compromise for the time being. [ ... ] I don't know. I think... I'm a little scared to ignore it entirely, but I'm scared to keep going, too. You know my team still hasn't fulfilled the quota, right? So...
[ he's scared that not doing it will ruin things for everyone. but killing means putting their own in danger, and he doesn't want that, either. ]
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...believe me, Fox, I've been thinking of nothing but that little fact. [ considering. who is on fox's team. ] I don't like that it has to be done, but...we still haven't found another solution. We have a few days until Thursday but...[ a pause. ] I'm scared for your team, too, I guess.
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[ no dice. and now his team is in trouble. he sighs. ]
They've already talked about it, so it's not like they don't know or have a plan or anything. But still... I wish none of you had to do this.
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I know I'm not saying anything you haven't already thought of, I'm just....frustrated that I can't do anything except throw a huge Halloween party so that we have at least one good event to make some final memories for some people.