[ he absconded back to the dorm as soon as he saw that will was alive but jolyne can tackle him when she gets back woohoo
he's not allowed to have dignity for too long so he tumbles to the floor, careful to shift them both so he doesn't land on jolyne somehow. with a breathy laugh, he says, ]
[ her wings are just !!!! !!!!! !!!!! fluttering and whacking all over the place uncontrollably. she's so stupidly happy she is actually maybe in tears. ]
No one owes me anything... I only ever got it right once.
[ she sits up a little finally, a faint smile trying to get there. she's happy, she's very happy—but part of her wishes somehow... somehow she could have done better. ]
If anything, they'll hate me if they ever knew how much I fucked up...
I don't think so. Being able to save even one life is a win, in my book. No one should hold it against you for the others when you had no way of knowing who might be targeted.
[ ...he seems both surprised and not, somehow, hearing that. ]
I did learn from the best. But you know, part of being a leader means knowing when to step back and let you all come to me, instead of demanding you follow everything I say. You handle yourselves well already.
Week 6, Sunday
he's not allowed to have dignity for too long so he tumbles to the floor, careful to shift them both so he doesn't land on jolyne somehow. with a breathy laugh, he says, ]
You chose well.
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Did it... finally... fuck...!
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They'll owe you their thanks later.
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[ she sits up a little finally, a faint smile trying to get there. she's happy, she's very happy—but part of her wishes somehow... somehow she could have done better. ]
If anything, they'll hate me if they ever knew how much I fucked up...
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[ she does genuinely seem to manage a fuller smile then. ]
I should thank you... for giving me the chance to do this. To try and do something.
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Thank you, Jolyne, for always trying to save everyone that you could.
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[ god ]
But I don't think that matters anymore. This feels good. We needed to end this with a win before the big fight ahead.
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We're gonna get them back. All of them. I want this dorm full again, at least one last time before we have to say goodbye...
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And you all deserve some time together before the end, whatever that will be.
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[ a softer smile ]
You've been a pretty amazing leader, y'know. I don't follow people all that easily... but you made it kinda effortless.
[ maybe that's because the phoenixes are also, in some aspect, all very self-sufficient. izumi picked 'em good. ]
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I did learn from the best. But you know, part of being a leader means knowing when to step back and let you all come to me, instead of demanding you follow everything I say. You handle yourselves well already.