selfimmolation: (too late my time has come)

[personal profile] selfimmolation 2023-10-11 05:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Cursed fog. Sounds like the Florian triangle back home.

[ i know gabu isn't a dog but does ace. no. ace stops when they get in front of ... himself, and kind of grimaces ]

... That's new.

[ he is immediately so wary and, uh, putting himself between Gabu and the fake Ace. "gabumon can fight better" do you think he has these kinds of thoughts ]
selfimmolation: (in this world i wouldn't do)

[personal profile] selfimmolation 2023-10-11 05:42 pm (UTC)(link)
... So just who are you meant to be? 'Cause I don't have a twin.

[ he can greet rocks politely but he sees himself and is immediately like HEY, BITCH, WANNA FIGHT? WANNA GO? ]
selfimmolation: (and how can the world)

[personal profile] selfimmolation 2023-10-11 05:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[ there's a pause from ace, hackles raised and shoulders tense, but. ]

... Luffy's fine. He's got his crew.
selfimmolation: (i see a little silhouette of a man)

[personal profile] selfimmolation 2023-10-11 05:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he doesn't flinch but he does put a hand over the crossed out S on his arm ]

... Sabo's dead. [ is this for his own benefit or gabumon's? who cares. ] But I haven't...

[ abandoned him. again, just. touching that s. ]
selfimmolation: (you don't know me)

[personal profile] selfimmolation 2023-10-11 06:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it's not like it's a thought he's never had, for the past ten years, but it still makes him snarl a little ]

I'm not the one who blew up his boat. [ should they have gone back to get him out? would it have changed anything, or would they have all three set sail together and died instead? it's all what ifs. and, also, more importantly; ] Why am I listening to you?

[ THERE'S NO ONE HE RESPECTS LESS THAN HIMSELF AND HIS OWN SELF-DOUBTS he's going to try to just walk away ]
selfimmolation: (to where it might lead)

[personal profile] selfimmolation 2023-10-11 06:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he is nOT running he is STRATEGICALLY moving away. but yeah speaking of not running if walking off isn't a choice he is getting clearly agitated ]

I thought he'd be happier. I was ten, and I was wrong. Happy? [ what if he punches himself in the face. he's thinking about it. he thinks it would be very satisfying (self-esteem issues intensify) ]
selfimmolation: (wanna hold on)

[personal profile] selfimmolation 2023-10-11 06:27 pm (UTC)(link)
About what? Sabo's dead. It's been ten years. [ you carry him with you and you move on and you live for both of you and you get better for him. what else is he supposed to do? ] Right now, I need to find Temenos and Vane and get the hell out of here.

[ he's hoping they're not also facing ghosts, considering he's the one who opened the door. fucked it up for them if they are but what else is new with ace and making decisions. ]
selfimmolation: (my feet knew the path)

[personal profile] selfimmolation 2023-10-11 06:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[ yohohoho... yohohoho (it's not that tune)

he looks a little surprised ]


... Yeah. Let's go. [ might as well? check it out? he'll start heading in the direction of the tune after looking warily at his other self one last time ]
selfimmolation: (too late my time has come)

[personal profile] selfimmolation 2023-10-11 06:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Sure. [ it's a little dismissive as he walks off, and then he scoffs ] I tell myself worse things near daily.

[ it's a joke! but it's not funny. I do not think gabu will find it reassuring. it's fine he's OVER IT where is this music ]