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anyway rabbit gets the special privilege of throwing nico off and he flushes a little, eyes fixated on a bundle of ribbons. ]


He's biased. [ /// ] You guys have unlimited funds too, don't you? It's not bad to spend it on other people.

[ that. that helps. he hadn't fully considered it, but he does like knowing that citizens can't know shit. he seems surprised though. ] Nobody from your team's showed you? I thought Temenos might have. I can show you if you'd like.

[ ....this is only because he is becoming aware phoenix and rabbit are friends. ]
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[ what a rude bunny. but also thank you for the bit of privacy, he appreciates this. he's busy working on getting himself less embarrassed and more focused. ]

...I'd guess the reason has something to do with the last year. [ but that's all he says. ] That's something you and I can agree on. I don't have money like this back home, but I do like spending it more on other people than anything. It's easier.

[ than what? he does not say. but he pauses, giving rabbit a questioning look. that...sounds weird. like can't relate, he cannot imagine really fighting with phoenix and saying he sees too much of them. actually phoenix knows too much about nico, so he has to keep tabs on them in case he has to beat them up (no.) ]

It's probably better that you're all sharing anyway. [ but he pulls out a sheet of paper! it says:

The stakes so far have been too boring. It’s no fun when all they do at the end of the day is go home, so for the next round, we’ll spice it up a bit. If they want a chance for anyone to return at all, they’ll have to take that chance from someone else.

One death each week is enough to keep the door open. Kill, or lose everything any of them have cared about. Let’s see how heroic they can be in those conditions.


and then he also hands over his phone with a picture of a note that says:

These heroes are unable to return to the worlds they call home while they have yet to win their competition. If a team loses, all those within the team, present and future, those worlds they hail from will come under the light of the moon. Those worlds will be forever changed with the loss of the heroes hailing from them. There is nothing better than a hero under distress.

By winning they will be putting their companions here at risk. By losing, their homes will be rewritten to be completely different, erasing their place within it. A dire situation indeed. A benefit no matter the outcome.
]


That's everything.
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There aren't uncomfortable questions. [ he tries to infuse his tone with a sort of bored and calm air like he can prove he's not bothered. which he also really isn't, they've been together for a year. he just thinks people don't need details without asking (and seems to forget they aren't always around people who just know.) so shrug!

he will take them at their word at least. bunny problems are bunny problems. instead. the papers are a bigger problem. ]


Concerning is a word for it. Does any of it sound familiar at all?
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[ so what he's hearing is that he should maybe ask snake. he can do that. ]

This is the first I've heard of you guys having a paper from before. Do you think they'd really share if I asked? [ now he is curious. ] This isn't exactly heroic if you ask me.
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[ he seems a little relieved to hear that. wow. maybe he really just needed to get over himself and stop stressing about how to talk to the leaders. ]

I can do that. I've...never been entirely sure how all of you feel about the competition aspect of this thing. Especially when it comes to sharing information. [ a hand comes up to fiddle with a few hairclips. ] Do you think playing the right roles is necessary for us to survive this?
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[ he would love to, thank you. ]

Yeah...it's the same for all of us, you know? It's impossible not to form some connections with some people here since we're all in the same situation and want to get home. [ watching rabbit's hands...but he's listening. ]

I don't want people to be forced into roles they can't continue with. Or anything that might hurt them. But I'm starting to see where are a lot of parts to this that I'm not even aware of yet.
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[ this is me every day of my life. ]

Of course it's selfish. [ bluntly, but not unkindly. ] We're all getting close and starting to trust each other and make friends knowing that every Thursday now there's a risk one of those people will be taken away by another person we care about. The whole thing's pretty unfair, but...maybe being selfish is better than not caring at all. People are going to be more determined to find a solution if this keeps happening, as much as I don't want it to.

[ he hears it, but he cannot say shit about playing favorites, considering. ]

I'm going to worry anyway, I think. At least until all of this is over or we find a way to help people in any special position they might find themselves in. [ ...he thinks about the random note found in the bento, the theory he and tama had that it was probably an outside party, but he doesn't bring it up. instead, he's watching rabbit's hand as they hold up a clip and he frowns softly. ]

Thought we were shopping for Phoenix.
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[ he thinks perhaps the most polite thing to do in this instance is nod because he damn well knows that if someone went after will there's a high chance he might go completely insane. he doesn't need to worry rabbit with that. ]

Then we prepare for either scenario. [ he ends up handing over a black and gold pin instead. ] I'm not seeking anyone out that might be at risk if they're found, but what if I find something on accident? Is it better to pretend I didn't see it? Hypothetically speaking. I know it isn't confirmation that such things exist, but...there're always people playing multiple sides.

[ but he blinks at the skull pin. he. kind of likes it, actually. hm. ]

...normally I would say that you don't have to, but I have a feeling it makes you happier when people accept gifts. [ he has decided rabbit's love language for people apparently is gift-giving. ]
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[ ...he sort of straightens up but he nods. ]

Understood. [ this wouldn't be the first time he hasn't been allowed to meddle. this also hasn't been the first time he's had to specifically avoid drawing attention to certain things in order to smooth out two sides, so...he can do that.

and he watches the clip get attached probably to his lapel. a lopsided smile follows. ]


Hard to imagine you of all people being shy, but don't worry. Your secret's safe with me.